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I hate guys. I just hate them. They can all...die.

So, here's the beef:

1. CJ- CJ and my clique of dorky friends were really tight. Recently CJ moved to Washington DC. He totally screwed up one of my close friends named Caitlin and he doesn't talk to ANY of us, because he says he doesn't want to remember us. He moves a lot and he tries not to make too close of friends because it's harder to move away, but he has to in the end...military thing...anyway, we all managed to get SUPER close. Copperas Cove was like the longest place he managed to stay anywhere. It hurts to even think about him because of that. Think of like your bestest friend in the whole wide world telling you that he/she doesn't want to remember you ever. pretty depressing right? Well, yesterday Caitlin and I were talking about him. The things we talked about were making me remember all of the times we had together and I just ended up missing him a lot. And like I found out new things from Caitlin about him too so it just made me sadder.

2. Craig- Well 2 days ago we got into this fight because he hadn't been talking to me for like a week when I've been trying to talk to him. So I txted him saying,"WTF is wrong with you? Why won't you talk to me?" and so we got into our little fued...well yesterday I wanted to see if we were still fighting or if we could just talk so I txted him sayin "Wut's up?" and he txts back:"I'm busy right now talking to sumbody else."

2. Brandan- Yesterday after I was rejected by Craig I txt Brandan to see wut was up with him...we talk for awhile and then I found out that the reason Craig was such an a** was because he decided to go out with someone else. Yeah, he's not going out with Bianca anymore, I expected him to come running to me, but he didn't...he went and got himself whipped by some black chick. (Not racist, just saying) and now he's like a puppy following his master around. But this is about Brandan. So I ask brandan how come we never hang out. He says 'because I'm afraid we'll end up doing something.' so I txt him replying that 'it's not fair that I can't hang out with you like all of your other friends just because you can't keep your hands to yourself.' Well he goes and says 'You don't even know me. We just started talking like we were friends one day and it's just confusing, I don't know.... Are you mad at me?" WTF is up with that?! We've been talking for the past 5 mths. I think I do know him. I say,"No. I'm a little depressed, but it's just that that would be another reason to hang out. So we could get to know eachother better."
He says I'm right and that we can hang out next weekend...well...I was in a bad mood after he totally blew me off, so I txt 'don't go out of your way doing something you don't want to do just because I'm sad.' and he gets all huffy saying," Don't talk like that. That just makes me not want to hang out with you." Well...I was crying after that, seeing as how I had just been dealing with CJ,Craig, and now Brandan, so I txted,"Like WHAT? I'm crying not trying to be a b***h."
After hearing that I was crying he tried calling me. But I pushed reject on my cellphone because I didn't want to talk to him. He gets all mad and txts me again saying 'why didn't you answer?'. I waw deeply upset with what all happened today so I wrote back,"Becasue...I don't know you."

So yeah. I totally and ******** hate guys.