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Idk why everyone pretends that they like me and that there my friends, if I already know its not true. I really don't know what to do anymore with my life. I feel, dead but alive at the same time. And I think the only way to just stop this is for me to die, but the thing is, I'm way too shy for doing it I know and everybody that knows me know. I just wish that I could just banish into thin air, so I won't bother anyone anymore for always. If I could just do that...

Posted by: KerohsnoS Tue Jul 24, 2007 @ 01:55am

Ich liebe sie mein lieber.
You know who you are and you know that I love you with all my heart and soul.
I LOVE YOU!!

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Commented on: Tue Jul 24, 2007 @ 01:57am


	I think I wrote this just because I really need someone right now that can completely understand me, how I feel, and get me out of this nitemare called depression...

Commented on: Tue Jul 24, 2007 @ 02:03am


	I feel so weak, I feel my heart pounding slower and slower, until it stops. This really makes me think that I could die even asleep. That, my heart could stop right now and I just..die. And, if that hapenned, everything will be so much easier for others. Ich liebe sie mein lieber. You know who you are and you know that I love you with all my heart and soul. I LOVE YOU!!

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