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Okay, i'm pretty sure I said my journal would have instances of me talking about personal issues, and this is one.


I've have a friend who I like more than a friend. One day we were talking and they said they wanted to tell me something, I figure alright, why not? Turns out they had a sexual experiance with another of our friends. Well, the other friend said something that made the first friend worried. It was something that made it seem that friend #2 had previous sexual experances with other people and was still having them. Then friend #1 proceed to tell me that they weren't "with" friend #2, but loved them. I gathered some nerve and sent a message confessing my love for friend #1, she got it and said it was too late for that, and I know they were right. I asked if we were still friend and i've yet to get a response. It makes me feel very sad because I think they don't want to be my friend anymore, and I hate to think i've lost them. Okay, i'll end my self pitty rant! ^^;