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Making love to my ego, because all the time, I'm just fine
The saccharine bliss of words almost makes up for the under lying poison they deliver to us all eventually. We all feel the comfort, and we'll all die from the poison. But at least we'll die with smiles on our faces and sweetnes on our lips.
Necesity
I need you, there is no greater illusion than this, you dont need to be loved, you dont need to be held. It's a want, a want in all of us to be needed, in some however it is greatly higher, and in fewer still it is barely present., Nothing is ever needed tht deals with interaction and emotion on the levels people so often dont realize. What everyone really needs are the smaller things, a kind word, a polite conversation, even someone who insults you playfully, you dont recognize these things for what they really are until theyre gone. In the end I know tht I dont need anyone, I could be wrong, but who knows, as long as I learn to lvoe myself, I wont even have to want all those things that make us so fragile. I'll simply end up sitting alone, in a dark room with my arms wrapped around myself whispering into the void "love me"






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IC
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commentCommented on: Mon Oct 18, 2004 @ 03:24am
Wow.. That.. Is really sad. But I like it.


commentCommented on: Tue Oct 19, 2004 @ 02:11am
Hey. How're you? I'm sorry I had to leave so suddenly last night. I hadn't planned on being THAT sudden. But it was a bit of an emergency.
Guess I'll talk to ya later then.
~IC



IC
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commentCommented on: Tue Oct 19, 2004 @ 02:18am
(Edit) My computer is stupid and it hates me and ... double posty stuff..


commentCommented on: Tue Oct 19, 2004 @ 05:04pm
Very sad...... yet touching. I like. Maybe you should make a little book of poems and sell it or something and get a little a bit of money on the side for it! 4laugh Aren't I cute? blaugh Must go now....... ninja



AngelAssassin
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commentCommented on: Tue Oct 19, 2004 @ 05:07pm
Very sad...... yet touching. I like. Maybe you should make a little book of poems and sell it or something and get a little a bit of money on the side for it! 4laugh Aren't I cute? blaugh Must go now....... ninja


commentCommented on: Sat Nov 06, 2004 @ 04:11am
its good...but sad....
but you should know....that you will always need to have at least one person by yourside you cant deal with all the tramas of life on your own all your sadness....and whats the point of being happy if you have no one to share your happiness with...you will always need someone...heh...



Gabbie Scarborough
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