well, high school is a lot different where i live then most places. its from grades 8-12 and you have 4 classes a day, each an hour long. it really sucks, actually. i must admit, we do get to do lots of homework in class, but if you have a class with someone you dislike or they dislike you, its a bi**h. you see, in drama class theres a lot of kids that pick on me cause Im white...where i live, i'm a minority. its kinda uncomfortable for me cause i was practically forced to move here with/by my parents. ive told one of my friends this and she got really offended by it, not even thinking about my feelings. but i just say f**k her if she doesnt care. I don't have to be her friend. anyways...
ive never had a friend for longer then 5 years and i always lost contact with everyone. ive moved to many times to rememebr all their phone #'s or to keep track of them. ive been to at least 8 different schools in my life and i seems to make friends where ever i go, but here its different. they have special orders around here and you can only have a certian group of friends and thats who you hang out with. I'm always with my friend, Raji, but i love hanging out with her cause were pretty tight.
also, my family has been into some money problems lately so i have to be careful what I buy and weve really cut back on things. i mean, in the last place we lived, we were doing great, but the company that my dad worked for was going out of business, so he got laid off and we had to move to get a new job, so here i am in surrey, birtish columbia, feeling like an out of place loser.
hmm..what else..oh yes...guy problems have followed me around where ever i go too....ive always, always had a bf who was over obsessed with me... but one of my former bf's, Jesse, was pretty awesome...it was a summer thing because we both knew I was moving and the only reason i told him i liked him was because ide knew i would never have another chance... turned out he liked me and we saw eachother almost every day except for a few weeks when he went on vacation with his family, but he called me all the time and sent postcards. then i moved and we both thought it best to try not to handle a long distance relationship. so i started dating this one guy...long story short..we are no longer together and went out seperate ways, and i have a new, awesome, great boy friend right now. I really hope this one lasts...I havent felt...like this before you know? and if i did, i cant remember. its an awesome feeling ^^ and he seems to be the only thing keeping me together, and ide like to thank him for that ^^
well i dont want to write to much, (oops..>.< )so im gonna let you go there. if you read this far, your comments would be much appreciated ^^ thanks for reading
much love, ~Miko~
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