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dang what to say. the problem aint even bout how i should end my thoughts off its bout where should i begin, too much junk to say that i kno ima accidentally leave somethin that i really wanna say out by mistake. too many feelings runnin inside me right now that im too slow to keep up with them. man, stuff i never wanted to feel again, stuff i do wanna feel, stuff im not sure of whether i should be feelin it or not. life got me confused all up n down over the place. every which ways ta sunday haha. n idk which way to go cuz my own fear of whats at the end is blindin me n holdin me bac from takin ne step. i dont know maybe im jus makin things to be more than they are. but what if i aint. then what goes on. yea, my life goes on, but in what direction