I already posted a stupid journal but thought I'd delete it along with all the other crap and write a real one. As people should know by now, my mind wanders a lot and I totally tune out from everything. Well I dunno how I started thinking about it but my mind clicked to what my mom said a couple days ago how she wants at least 5 grandchildren, one from me and I laughed. She jokingly makes a big deal out of Danny and I hugging or kissing and tells us to stop yet how does she expect us to do the unthinkable? HA! Yeah that made me laugh...
On a more serious note, and sorry for posting something like this on here but its been bothering me and I minus well tell you (you know who you are), my family annoys me. They keep bringing up the whole marriage topic and it pisses me off. First off I'm not ready to dedicate my entire life like that (sorry), Second I'm younge and its a fact in my mind that these days 99.9% of young marriages end in divorce. Third if I'm getting married I only want it to be once and for the rest of my life. I dont want to be the statistical person who marries and divorces as if it were nothing. You make the dedication and promise of staying together for better and worse... I dont break promises. Fourth I'm not mentally nor emotionally stable for that kinda thing. I also dont believe in paying the government to recognize us as partners. You shouldnt have to pay money for an emotional and spiritual connection... so yeah. I feel much better but probably not for long.
 hypur_lil_one · Thu Jul 19, 2007 @ 12:55am · 1 Comments |
