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My life is absorbed on one thing...My obsession o.o She brings me up, yet also her being gone tears me down.....she is my love, my rollercoaster.....My beth crying I miss her so much, and at the same time i hope she has a great time gone....im such a troubled person....but i dont want pity....i want understanding >.> I wish someone would just understand the way i feel...but only beth can....our love is so special noone else could possibly understand....I just want her back so much.....I mus tseem pathetic; but wouldnt you be? you have no idea the love i share with her....i love her so much it is hard to describe; I would do anything for her, even if it meant hurting myself....there is no pain i couldnt endure for her...God i love her......godspeed darling....Ill be waiting for you when you get back....forever and ever babe.

I also want to say that Lainey and Meghan are like my sisters; and I couldnt be happier ^^; They are fun to be around, and are part of my life....Im there to listen to them when they need me, and I hope I help them out in need.....Figured I should let them know how they are to me...

Also, a dedication to all the friends I've met off of the dreaded game known as TNR ><' The game sucks, but the people are great ^^; LoveyFire; Like my mom, but with sex advise O.o Ayame1211; I respect her bunches and gaves her my TNR account.....JcLaharl; Teh lurver of Meggy O.o and more that I cant list....there are just too many....^^;; you know who you are thoughs