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i fel like icky s**t.im so ******** depressed right now. jasons is at his friends house.. no im not like oh how dare he be out..id just like tobe too..or no i wouldnt even i want to be with him. ::sigh:: i need to get to a shrink..my tentious strain on reality is slipping..i feel it..im getting my terrets worse and crazy a** dreams. and forgetting and getting lost and switching..hell who am i kidding its hospital time..im just keeping it hush hush cuz i dont wanna leave sean sad

i wish i could get ******** dunk as ******** and stoned and snort some meth ..but i cant and i wouldnt if i could..im not that person anymore.