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scream gonk scream that i how i feel today, my family all tell me i should go to the doctor and get a phisical. The thing is that i havent had my rag for nine months and just yesterday, finally evil ,got it; and now i feel like if it was my first time having it. my overies hurt and everytime i get up it's like a waterfall down there. the thing is... i can't put on a tampon because of a past trama that happened to me as a child. apparently, that event is affecting me to do a simple act that will prevent me to lick. sometimes... i... i pretty much can't say much, only so little. God only knows who will be reading this if they hack in or not. redface stare sigh!! i don't know.