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Who even reads my journal entries anyways?

Well anyway please take the time to read this....

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On that day, my heart crumbled in silence
Even though I scream at being broken, inerasable memories and
Darkness flow into my eyes
And I sink into tomorrow whose colors can't even be seen anymore
I searched endlessly for the day of reconciliation
Only for the sake losing it, I will live for the present

Even when it is useless and I embrace solitude alone

If you turn on the lights...
If you turn on the lights...

I will shine towards them

"Feelings continuously filled with wishes will someday create colors",
That's what I've been taught
To be a person who continues to live with this in the heart
Because Colors are born within anything and everything inevitable

I will pain tomorrow once more with these hands

I, who goes unnoticed, am even used to losing things
Even the things which were placed into my hands slipped through my fingers
Before my tears dry up, the words which I wanted to hear
Are now for the sake of saving someone

It's all your fate. You gonnna do that.

"If light becomes stronger, darkness will also become deeper."
Even if I realized that, I have nothing to fear
Because Colors are born at the end of just about any kind of heart

My eyes are already open because we were gazing at each other
The Breath of sadness,
I was searching for that to stain it in colors
Without raising a sound

"Feelings continuously filled with wishes will someday create colors",
That's what I've been taught

To be a person who continues to live with this in the heart
Because Colors are born within anything and everything inevitable

They will illuminate once more with the fingertips of light

Just drawing, just drawing...
Colors in light and darkness
And take it, and take it...
Colors in light and darkness

Now, the gentle colors which could not be reached
With these hands, I will use them to paint and fix everything again.

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That's what pops into my head everytime I hurt my friends.....