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July 8, 2007
Saw something interesting last night. We were watching that Live Earth concert thing, and during that, Keith Urban was wearing this shirt that said Ask? on it. The thing about this is, not real long back, I was with Nebby, and we saw one of those metal boxes that are always in the ground beside the road, and someone has spray painted Ask with a bunch of question marks all over it. And after that down the road we saw another graffetied the same way. XD It was funny, because we were like, "Ask what?" And it just seemed so completely random, with all those question marks, and we were wondering what that was all about. I figured it was nothing, just a weird thing someone felt like putting there, maybe with the purpose of confusing people. I've seen a lot of weird things spray painted around the city, like the naked lady on a concrete pole, and some weird skull thing that might have been a sticker on another of those boxes, and sex written on yet another. And of course the greatest one of all, a brick wall that says "Do not take bricks" with a bunch of bricks missing from it. But to see someone in this concert wearing a shirt that said Ask with a question mark underneath, made me think that it must mean something. So now I want to know what the hell it means. They didn't say anything about it in the concert. But I will have to tell Nebby about this. The rest of the night I just watched it until it was over, and talked to Kaz and Bryan, who got mad at Kaz for not answering his question, and started insulting him and yelling at him. At least I'm not the only one who gets pissed off by the things Kaz does. And Kaz got really weird after that with me, even though I wasn't even the one who had been yelling at him. He wouldn't answer me, and kept ignoring me, and then said that he was resting or some crap. He doesn't ever do that. He says he's tired and wants to go to sleep. So why would he sit there and not answer me like that? I felt like it was an excuse not to talk to me. So he got all pissy again and now he's saying I'm stupid, which he hasn't done in a long time. If it weren't for the whole stupid Flyff problem, I think I wouldn't even talk to him. I'm getting to where I just can't take it anymore. I wish I could find someone better than him, but everyone else seems annoying, or immature, or worse about sex. Or just too far away. I finally went to bed, after pretty much having to get rid of Kaz and insist that I was going to sleep now. Just being here makes me feel bad, and he had to go and make me feel worse, like always. I'm upset about a bunch of things. Mainly my grandma. And also they way people are acting about things, and what a mess things have been. I'm upset because I don't even get anything of hers to remember her by. Years ago she promised me a bracelet. She always wore a ton of bracelets that she never took off, and she promised one of them to me. And now no one can find any of them. I bet Louisa stole them. I hate her. She seems so nice and everything but she steals food, and I bet she steals jewelry too. I guess she doesn't care that it might upset someone. She probably thinks they're valuable, and maybe they are, but I wanted one for sentemental value. And here someone took them. No one will confront her though, because she might not have done it. But who else would have? I guess it's possible someone else might have, but she's around all the time. I wish someone would at least ask her if she's seen them. Maybe she's seen them and they're still in the house, or maybe if she did take them she'd feel sorry and give them back. But I bet no one will even mention it to her. It makes me so mad. And last weekend my granddad said I was supposed to get a fur coat that was my grandma's. But my aunt took it. What a jerk. I'm not going to make a big deal of it though, because I would probably never wear a fur coat. This is Florida, and I don't go anywhere fancy enough for something like that, and I love animals. I've never worn anything made of real fur because I think it's cruel and unnecessary. But if it was given to me I'd take it, since it was my grandma's. So I'm supposed to get some ring. Some ring that a bunch of people wanted for some reason. People I have never even heard of. And they made this big to do earlier, of taking pictures of it for some woman I've never heard of who wanted it. So since she couldn't have it, she wanted pictures of it to make one like it. How ridiculous. The whole thing just makes me angry. Now here's what makes me the most angry. My dad took the ring, and said I can't have it until I'm thirty. What's the point of that? What the hell is he going to do with it? It's a woman's ring, he can't wear it. There's no point in doing that. I tried to ask him why but he wouldn't tell me. He's just being an a** like the rest of them. So I get nothing of hers, because everyone took the things that were supposed to go to me, and my grandma apparently didn't write anything down. I wish she would have. Apparently my uncle is going to take some watch that's supposed to go to my dad also, because he's running out of money, which I find hard to believe. He keeps doing things to the house, adding on rooms, adding walls, knocking down walls. It's something new every time we got there. My mom said it's because they're going to sell the house and want to get the most out of it, since they can't continue living in a house that big once my granddad dies. But it's still ridiculous. But whatever. My dad took that ring from me, so maybe he deserves it. I'm just sick of the whole and how awful people are acting. Anyway, today, when I woke up, I got online for a little bit. Luckily Kaz wasn't on, I didn't want to have to deal with him again just yet. Checked some things on Gaia until we were about to leave. My granddad somehow ended up telling us this story about him peeing in some container in a car and then emptying it in a parking lot in one of those rest stops on the highway, and about how he pooped in a parking lot by sticking his butt out the car door with an umbrella. He's crazy! But it was so funny, especially the way he tells it, it's like, geeze, I can't believe he actually did that. It's so awful and gross but funny. I mean here he is, a smart man, a doctor, and he did stuff like that. After that we left to go home. Once we got back there, we went to dinner, and I got some ice cream since they did a buy one get one free thing there, and then came back. I got on Flyff and Kaz helped me out using his ring master to help level my acrobat. Thank goodness. It's the first time in a long time I haven't had to support him, instead he supported me. Other than Flyff though, I didn't really talk to him. I'm still really upset about everything he's said to me, and I think he was only playing with me because he felt like he had to, because I helped him yesterday, so he owed me.
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