just when i think love had abandoned me...it comes back. i feel it now as strong as it was before it left, i dont trust it as i once had...but it's there. it feels weird, having been devoid of it for so long...then i feel it once more. now i think it's replaced my hatred as the thing i love. it's so strange...but i love it, and i like this new feeling...joy, happiness, peace...peace was something i rebuked not a week ago, now i'd love to embrace it, but i cant because it's like hugging your reflection...even though you see it you cant touch it...but i love once more.
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