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July 6, 2007
I don't know what it is about Fridays, or maybe just weekends that we're planning on going to Miami, but Kaz always gets mad at me. He has the worst possible timing ever. He was acting really weird last night for one thing. Kept saying that I was mean, when I hadn't done anything. He said it was because I wouldn't have sex with him. That pisses me off so much. I'm mean because I won't have sex with him. He knows I don't want to yet, I don't know why he has to be so horrible about it to me. He said he was discouraged with me or some crap. Then when I woke up today and got on, he was already on Flyff. This was supposed to be his first day back on Flyff after the week break. He was on his way to visit Drak and I just got really pissed off hearing that. He could have waited for me to get on, and he knows he wasn't supposed to play with other people, and after the way she treated me, it makes me mad he still seems to prefer hanging around with her than with me. It made me suspicious too, especially after all that crap he said to me last night. Like maybe he likes her more than me and wants to get rid of me because I won't have sex with him. We got into a huge argument and he ended up getting off Flyff and not even playing today. But at least he didn't go visit Drak. I don't know what the point of that even was. Her telling him to come visit her on Flyff. That's really lame and stupid and I don't understand why he'd do that for her. He does whatever she wants, but he doesn't do what I want. I'm tired of him treating other girls way better than me. Then he went on about wanting to kill himself, and was awful to me the whole day, making up some excuse about cleaning his room and crap. And he said something horrible to me about my grandma and just made me feel awful. He doesn't care about all the crap that happens to me. I'd at least like an apology, but I know I'll never get one, because he doesn't care about my feelings or anyone I care about.
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