<center>Okay, to admit to the whole Gaian world.
I'm bi. I like to call it byke. sweatdrop
I rather boys more, though.
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I'm also lonely...on Gaia and irl.
I miss Fallen so much. Me and him were so close. I always complained that he was to romantic and sweet...but the truth is, that I liked it. He was just the greatest guy. After I broke up with him, we still remained close friends on AIM/Yahoo. Until he convinced me to become his Yahoo/AIM girlfriend. I said yes, but hes rarely on...
I know it doesn't seem like it, but I am the romantic type. I love to be close to others. To cuddle and get that butterfly feeling. I love it. I've never told anybody this before. Most people at my age can be fine without a bf. But, I really want one. I want to be close to somebody I like. I love romantic stuff. I love romantic books((not pervy ones, though.)), movies, and songs. I'm clingy you could say. I just want somebody. Even if it is somebody online. I suppose thats why I loved Fallen so much. Most of you reading this, are probaly like, how could you love somebody you've never seen before? But we're really close. We talk about everything. I might be able to start calling him, soon. I miss him. He made me feel...special. It was weird whenever I started looking rich, because he never got on and didn't care about the rich clothes and stuff..people started acting like how could you go out with somebody so poor? But he was just so sweet and romantic. I truely felt loved when I was with him. Sure, I went out with him after Kite. I almost got married to Kite...but that ended abruptly. I did miss Kite for a bit...but I soon got over it. But I still miss Fallen. You guys are probably so bored of reading this...sorry.
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Most of you know by now, my split personalities. Whenever you first meet me, I'm like most. Smartelic, witty at anything, and just plain..unknowing. But after you get to know me, and I consider you to be one of my best friends, I completely change. And where I'm getting at, is that I'm glad that you guys have stuck with me awhile. I really love all my friends. So, love goes out to all of you that care.
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&& Again sorry about the longness and boringness. Oh, and I have another brand new entry, right before this one. So, if you want to go read it, its better and funnier than this entry. sweatdrop
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heh, i consider you my friend!! if you need anything feel free to pm meh