April 23, 2005
Didn't do anything today. Just talked to people. Kaz went to take some stupid test at college. I feel worse than I have in a long time now. I don't want him to go. At least if he would come see me or something. But if I even mention that he gets mad. I'm afraid I will probably never even get to see him. I got invited to the VGP chat tonight. I think it was on accident. Kaz either didn't get invited or didn't come. I'll probably never get invited again, and that means I won't even get to talk to Kaz once a week like before. x.x So I can only talk to him on Gaia, where I risk him getting mad and causing a scene. Watched some movie and now I'm just talking to people. Josh got on. Jon is kinda making fun of him. I don't even care... And my headache came back.
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