

All I can say is.
I miss you.
Actually.
All of you.
It hurts a little.
But I know I can get over it.
But the thing I don't know is.
If they miss me too.
And you.
I wish you would understand me better.
Don't you understand why I refuse?
Don't you understand that I'm
Just. Not. Like. That.
Then theres you.
I wish you could see what is beneath it all.
Sometimes I want you to understand.
But then I'm afraid that when you do.
It will never be the same way again.
Because I'm not allowed.
Because I was the last.
Because I wouldn't have the 'right'.
I hope I forget before its too late.
:]
P.S. I think you're perfect! <3
O_o
I haven't pixel whipped my journal in so long.
XD
I miss you.
Actually.
All of you.
It hurts a little.
But I know I can get over it.
But the thing I don't know is.
If they miss me too.
And you.
I wish you would understand me better.
Don't you understand why I refuse?
Don't you understand that I'm
Just. Not. Like. That.
Then theres you.
I wish you could see what is beneath it all.
Sometimes I want you to understand.
But then I'm afraid that when you do.
It will never be the same way again.
Because I'm not allowed.
Because I was the last.
Because I wouldn't have the 'right'.
I hope I forget before its too late.
:]
P.S. I think you're perfect! <3
O_o
I haven't pixel whipped my journal in so long.
XD

