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i joyed track yea kool? well it is hard to keep my grades up tho! r any of u going thru this? plz i need help to keep my grades and stay in track.I am in sprints by the way. any atvise to be the best! thank for all ur help!!!!!!!

3/26/07
track is hard i stay up late to get my homework done! i can live with that tho. i am soooo sore after it too. i am the 7th fastest in the school.i fell in frount of the track team but i got right back up and did it again! well talk to u soon!!!

3/27/07
i am sad!!!!! only a hand full of people know!

3/29/07
it is almost my birthday i cant wait! I want drums,and a lizard!

4/2/07
ok i am bord!but i am happy!!!! i got a new phone on friday!! yea lol

4/3/07
I have relized that a lot of people try to ack like me! Sometimes I dont like itand sometimes i do. but what ever! when i hang out with some people it changes them as a person when i hang out with them!I dont know why? I person i changed the most is this one girl1 she cut herself like me! Her profile is all this emo and vampire s**t! I feel bad for her because she changed like that and people dont like that so they pick on her. I try to stick up for her but she is younger them me. i love her a lot but this is pissing me off! I hate to see her sad what should i do i mean
one day we r not going to be together.i am scared that she will kill her self or something like that! she is confused i am trying to help her but it is not helping! i am scared i went threw a lot in my life and i don't wont her too go threw them too! for those who think i am a baby for saying this then don't read it i am just trying to help my friend.....................................by the way her name is Punk_Chi!

4/7/07
my friend is such a b***h sometimes. i give her things but she gives me nothing! it pisses me off!

4/11/07
today is a boring day! I miss my best friend Amanda!

4/15/07
my x-boyfriend is being a d**k saying i am a slut,and a more! o well he can go suck himself,because he deserves no one! lol I am two good for him! lol o and by the way my best friend is back! i am so happy

4/28/07
thank u ever one for commenting helps a lot,because i know i am not alone.well any ways may 1st i am going to be 15. i cant wait! i am happy today because it is a weekend no school!

4/29/07
This has come to my attention that everyone is bi,becaues i think everyone likes a boy and a girl!well that is just me. BUt have u ever like some one with the same sex as u? tell me if u have

4/30/07
OK i am not trying to be proud but my best friend waited last min to get me a present! I think that is retarded because i spoil her and she dosen't even have time to get me a present.I mean when we go to MC Donals i always pay!! i mean it is my birthday is that to much to ask?plz some one tell me!

5/1/07
i am happy it is my birthday,same of my best friends forgot tho but screw them!!!!!!!!!!!!

5/4/07
i was so tyred and my lizard want to stay in my bed with me! i tryed to pull him out of it but he would not move. so i broke down am let him sleep in my bed now he thinks he can always do! lol just thought u guys would like to hear that. also track got out at 8:30. i was so cool my legs were purple.

5/4/07
i got my hair cut and low lights.i look great!

5/9/07
i have to go to the finals still in track then i am dune! i am sad because MrEnder,
TEH LOSERNISS, and JUGGALO_TURD are not on a lot they r really close to me and they are not on or don't want to talk to me i took ym lizard on a walk today. People look at me. They thought it was funny. Well i guess it would be!

5/13/07
Today is mothers day i got my mom a necklace is real with a blue Damian thing
it looks cool. i got myself a fall out boy and MCH CD. i am so happy. i also have to go on a bike ride with my mom because that is what is asked to do on her day i said whatever.

5/18/07
i have a new best friend her name is Disappointed_Chii! i love her and her brother! they r so nice to me. it is kool because they r going tho the same thing i was it is nice to finally meet someone!

5/20/07
today i realized that my mom does not ecetp me for who i am............i am emo like it or not i am dark,cold,and love blood,it is not my fault for this is it?? i wanted to kill her when i fond this out but she is still my mom i gess. my step dad is behind her the whole way too. i wish she would just let be...be myself! i dont know what to do i feel so hated.

5/28/07
i am so happy! i am ungrounded! i can talk to my good friends now. i love them all. yea my dads wedding is on the 1st. i dont know how to take it? does anyone know? i need help!

6/6/07
went to my dad's wedding on the 1st! i loved it so much! there was a disco line and my dad had a wig on.i also slowed danced with my dad too. i love my new step mom, she is great! i got a B on my US studies final exam and i got a B on my reading final exam too

6/16/07
summer is great so far!!!!!!

6/20/07
i am bord. i too this quiz and said this....
You put up a front of being completely happy and "normal". But you are secretly pained what happend that makes you like this? Tell someone if you have a bad secret.

7/2/07
today i got my heart riped out! i thought i love this guy but he hurt me so bad that i just want to die i still want to be with him but..the moment he asked me to marrie him i got scared because i still wanted to be with him but get more experince. i dont know what to do cry it is taring me up so bad!!! cry