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A Place of Confused Emotions
I pretty much just rant here. And I don't think. It's gotten me in crap a couple of times, and if I say something about you I'm sorry... But I like to be able to just talk/type without people sayin stupid things either way.
the atlantic was born today and i'll tell you how:
the clouds above opened up and let it out.

I was standing on the surface of a perforated sphere
when the water filled every hole.
and thousands upon thousands made an ocean,
making islands where no island should go.
oh no.

those people were overjoyed; they took to their boats.
I thought it less like a lake and more like a moat.
the rhythm of my footsteps crossing flood lands to your door have been silenced forever more.
the distance is quite simply much too far for me to row
it seems farther than ever before
oh no.

I need you so much closer (x8 )

-instrumental break -

I need you so much closer (x4)
so come on, come on (x4)


Attending my sister's grad got me thinking, and I don't like it. Emotions suck... Like honestly, it's one of those wow moments My sister's going into the realy world now, And I can't protect her anymore x'[. If it's this hard for me, and I'm four years younger then her, How hard will it be on her?
She is going to be living at home for two more years while attending secondary school in this city, then she is moving across the country to continue her education. And, wow this is where I started thinking. I don't even know what I'm going to do with my life, which slightly worries me. I have no talents that stand out, well, I'm good at math, and science, but also excell in other subjects. Social and english for example, and there are so many things that interest me. Like honestly, there are some things I have tried and absolutely loved... It just worries me that i have no clue what I want to happen with my life. It was so much easier when you were seven and thought "I want to be a zoo keeper" Not now when you think "That would be cool, but I really wan to go through another ten years of schooling to get this job that just isn't all that practical?" Just wow... Plus alix is old and I'm all o.o... She's not that person who would make up animals with me, or go sleding for hours and freeze our asses off anymore... Like omg, by the time i graduate she could be bringing her fiance with her... Wow moments.


Razi Mysteria
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