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It never ceases to amaze me how hard it is to let myself be myself. It's so difficult. You'd think that a person like me would be able to. But I am so full of contradictions that it is hard.Sometimes I wish I could stop drifting. Most of my friends have certain places or certain types of land or something that centers them, and grounds them. Me, I just drift. Sometimes it's the ocean, sometimes it's the forest, sometimes it's the mountains, the meadow or the city. I don't have just one place to ground myself, no place that really feels like I belong there. I hate the state I live in. It feels so tainted to me sometimes, I have so much pain here, but with that pain there is so much joy and laughter. I can't help it that I'm always drifting. I don't like drifting, but sometimes it feels like that's what I was born to do. Then there's that age old question, who am I? I don't really have time to go find myself. I'm too tired and waaay to lazy. But I'd like to figure out who I am. But then, I'm just me, so I can't figure it out because a part of me already knows, doesn't it? So I just need to find that part me that does know, and that brings you right back to finding yourself.
[img:49e1ef5f36]http://r.undev.org/?r=217578[/img:49e1ef5f36] [img:49e1ef5f36]http://imgs.xkcd.com/comics/anti_mind_virus.png[/img:49e1ef5f36] Lucky Star Rescue Adopt one until there are none.  crypticxguide · Fri Jun 29, 2007 @ 04:03pm · 0 Comments |
