Ok well... I am depressed.
Everything is going wrong.
Wanna hear? probably not..
but i have to tell someone..
My dad yelling out the car window,
my mom chewing her gum so loud people a mile away can hear,
my brother wishing he was somewhere else and me.
Sitting in the backseat...crying.
Realizing all my dreams and hopes have been smashed to tiny sparkling pieces.
By one person
One boy.
The first boy to give me butterflies in my stomach.
The first boy I ever loved.
He broke my heart and doesn't even know it.
I can't even tell one of my closest friends because she has her own "problems"
and will most likely dismiss mine as nothing more than normal feelings.
Why could he even do this to me?
He is just looking for another name to add to his list.
To stupid to maybe just maybe someone actually liked him.
To stupid to read the signs and I like him!
I just wish I could tell him.
But I know if I open my mouth I will cry...
and I might never stop.
Everything is going wrong.
Wanna hear? probably not..
but i have to tell someone..
My dad yelling out the car window,
my mom chewing her gum so loud people a mile away can hear,
my brother wishing he was somewhere else and me.
Sitting in the backseat...crying.
Realizing all my dreams and hopes have been smashed to tiny sparkling pieces.
By one person
One boy.
The first boy to give me butterflies in my stomach.
The first boy I ever loved.
He broke my heart and doesn't even know it.
I can't even tell one of my closest friends because she has her own "problems"
and will most likely dismiss mine as nothing more than normal feelings.
Why could he even do this to me?
He is just looking for another name to add to his list.
To stupid to maybe just maybe someone actually liked him.
To stupid to read the signs and I like him!
I just wish I could tell him.
But I know if I open my mouth I will cry...
and I might never stop.
[Suicidal]
