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people frighten me more than usual right now...

i havent seen my girlfriend in what seems like forever...
its only been a few days.

sigh

my only addiction:
other people. that includs her. maybe you. whom ever may read this....

sigh

why do people even like me?

yeah so.....my moms batshit crazy. no one can tell her.
she'll just start bitching
like i am now
but with more insanity and less logic.

liking some one sucks.
why cant i surpress it like i surpress everything else.

living a numb life.....

sigh

i rented a porno from netfix, it was pretty bad. not even a turn on!
grrr! angery face!
moooooo! cow face!
it was really really really soft core.
there was one scene in it that was nice:

i chick with a cute hair cut and cute boobs getting threatend with a knife...
it was only because she was topless. best pair of boobs in the whole porno.
sad bit w as it only lasted for 15 seconds...

sigh

so sean is leaving for montana for a month to a month and a half...i will miss him...

i have gainned 5 pounds!
it really sucks!
its mostly because i keep making crem brulee and pie and s**t.
gawd my a** keeps getting BIGGER!

i think i may be all out of rants....yup. i think i am....

sigh.