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Today I write this log wondering if people are going to say they like heart my log, they hate scream my log, or your spelling totally sucks stressed !!

I will start by talking about my self.
I am what it called a shmo. It is a person with nothing special about them, AKA-me.
I am not that smart. I am not that pretty or acthetic either. I just try and it either turns out really good or really bad.
I am also always compeiting agaist my brothers. They always seem to be better than me at every thing I try. It is like that song by linkin park, "I try so hard..".
I remenber this one time when I was going to try tennis. I was so happy because I thought this was finally going to be somthing that I was good at. My older brother ask me if I whanted to go against him for practist. He beat me so bad it is not evean funny. It is what happens every time. It is like they got all the talent and I got all the bad...stuff crying .

But, I guess I am going to have to get used to it because that is the way it is always going to be. cry
Talk to you later,
bye.