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They came home. It was pretty nice to wake up to until I spilled the part about sleeping since saturday which was technically Kadaj's fault, and then the thing about beating up all those beach guys.

Rufus is always right but I'm not gonna let him know that. I know I have issues when it comes to the two of them, but I can't help it. Our relationship is so strange, you know? It's like friends ... but it's more than friends, it's ... hard to describe. I'm so content that I can be with them that I don't want anyone else, but I think that's an unhealthy feeling to have. They are together, and I'm separate from them, I know that ... I have to get it through my thick skull. This can't go on much longer, I need to find a new outlet for my feelings that doesn't involve beating on innocent guys.

No ice cream is one thing, but no clinging? That just tore it. I grabbed my stuff and stormed out, I'll find Olette on my own! I've practically searched all of Gaia, but there is one place I was too scared to check out. This big, creepy building at the edge of Durem. As soon as I grab some ice cream, I'm going. Don't worry, Olie, I'll save you! I have to. It was my fault.

I really have to stop ******** things up and being -sigh- irresponsible. e____e




. . . I wonder if he'll be there.