Last weekend my father accused me of being on drugs because i was talking to myself!!!!!! tell me, who doesnt talk to themselves sometimes? technically i was talking to the TV. but, again, who doesnt when youre watching anime?
Anyway, im sitting in my room watching One Piece and because its only on on fridays, im going over wat had happened in the last episode, so i could myself up to speed, ((croc and luffy are down in the crypt, robin's "dead", the crypt itself is crumbling, and luffy got cut by croc's poison hook)) and i was rambling out-loud.
wen i finished, my father came into mine and my brother's room and told me i had been talking to myself in a room with no other people in it for 5 MINUTES!!!! B...S it didnt even take me 5 minutes to write that, not to mention say it.
so he goes off on this whole big schpiel and finally tells me, upfront no less, that if he found drugs, traces of drugs, evidence of my doing drugs or if he caught me doing drugs, he'd have my a** arrested.
Then, after all that, he had the nerve to tell me i wasnt acting "normal" at all that day. WELL WTF IS NORMAL TO YOU FATHEAD?!!!! i was doing wat i usually do, acting the way i usually act, and just being myself. but i accidentally let my guard down a little too low and showed him the true me, something i only show to the Sabo side of my family. can you believe i actually have to put on a mask for my own father? *ahem* sorry, im getting off track.
He told me if i wasnt going to act normal, to keep it away from my little btother because he doesnt want him exposed to it and thinking that "my perception" of normalcy is the right one and the one he should base his actions on.
And my friends, all my friends, now know just how my father adds fuels to his own fire of hatred toward him in my own heart.
a message to my father (if he's reading this):
scream scream GO ******** YOURSELF, GET THE ******** OUT OF MY LIFE AND GO THROW YOURSELF INTO THE ******** GRAND CANYON a** WIPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! scream scream
 dresslikeinuyasha · Tue Jun 26, 2007 @ 12:49am · 4 Comments |
