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Lately, I have been not in the mood for much. I lot plays on my mind...my career...whether or not I will end up moving like I want to. My thoughts ae constantly going and I am constantly frustrated. I see the way that the world is going, and I know what the inevitable conclusion is.
But no one wants to here that or talk about the end consequences of life. And that it must eventually come to an end. I have known this since I was seven years old, when I first started dreaming.
But now...I have children, a husband and close friends I do not want to lose. I dont want it to end.
Lytte and I began a story once...about the end of the world. It all started when Pope John Paul II died and the papecy was taken over by a younger pope. This pope's family was filthy rich and he used his family's money to take over the world.
I am so blarg...I try to be motivated, but then so much wieghs down on my mind. All I can do is just keep working through it.
 Naree · Wed Apr 20, 2005 @ 03:40am · 1 Comments |
