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i'm the baddest
Well guys today something has happened, i feel like the worst person in the world, now let me tell u why. Today i'm goin shoppin with my friends( M and the other girl) and M calls and says she might pick me up early so my mom let me stay at home just incase we ran let with where ever we were about to go. The i go to my mom's and say i need the money and this is where it alll started. She gives me twenty bucks, and i say "$20, that will only buy shirt" and she says "U better shop in the sale section." i ask for five more dollars and she says no. so i tell my friend and then my said hang up the phone i told M i would call her right back. My mom started yellin at me, let me sum it up first she was like when u gotta tell me something hang up the phone and telll them u will call them right back. Then she started yellin at me like u don't need to buy clothes( um go to a mall and not think about buying clothes, hello the main reason i go there). then if i want clothes she will take me to the mall.(what really got me mad was she was jusst now tellin me thst i can't get clothes) and how i was asking for to much money and i was unhappy wit what she gave me and i was actin like i was rich. and how she is havin a hard time workin 70 hours a week) and then she started yellling other crazyness, and i was just suppose to have fun and by nicknakies then she give me 10 more bucks and then tells me i have a girf card.

now i don't ask for money that much and when i do it is like a dollar or two. I havin been cleanin up around the house so she can relax when she gets home and so i can get money. i have no other way of getting money other then aksin my mom or maybe if i'm lucky my sister. i'm not old enhough to have a job at some store and i don't have aa bussiness. it is not just hard on my mom it is hard on my whole family and my dad is deployed to some place i've never heard of. I'm only a kid and i try makin it easier on her. but now she makes me feel like the worst person and i should go to yail and never come out. I don't even wanna use use her money now, i just wanna die! burning_eyes when she left like thirdy minutes ago i was crin crying for like 20 mins. now i'm tellin u guys. all this just because i asked for 5 dollars! evil

when i get back from shoppin i will tell u what happens,( i just wanted to let u guys know that my sister works at that mall and she is there right now!

okay i was doin a puzzle on gaia and my mom comes home and she talks to me and says she is not mad at and yaty yatyt yay but i still feel bad.turns out i have $50. mrgreen






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cic24
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commentCommented on: Mon Jul 09, 2007 @ 01:35am
I am in the same situation as you unfortuantly, my mom is a teacher at my school (boohoo) and my dad is geting a new job that pays less...... anyway she refuses to give me money at all.. i have to save up from my birthdays.. you can tell i don't do much shoping sweatdrop Anyway I feel you in that aspect, but my mom and i don't fight over money we fight over religion and family. You see I am one of four, yes four children and apperently i am the problem child. You see my mom was one of eight... so when she was growing up she didn't have much money to have fun with. Anyhow that means that i have many many many aunts, uncles, cousins, people who i am related with and have never seen before. Every single vacation i spend waiting on, and haveing 'fun' with people who i dislike very much because most of my moms brothers and sisters married into very and i mean very rich families wich most times but not always have kids that are snobby and get whatever they want. These snobby kids also have multipule houses or may i say huge! GIGANTIC manshins so natrally when they come to my normal 2 story house they are...a bit dissatified. I dispise people who look down on others because of how much money they have.. ALso my family are huge religous freaks, when i say freaks i am not being mean it is sooooooo true... My second uncle commited suicied thinking jesus was going to save him. Natrally they all have different veiws on religion so whenever they have adult time (always) they argue on who is right who is wrong and who is going to heavan and who is going to hell, I have been assured many times that these arguments are not really arguments just really loud discussions. so anyway back to the problem child i am anti social. not like i have no friends its just i would rather have a few close good friends than alot of nice people surrounding me, don't get me wrong i like wild dance parties, i found out recently, but would rather have a couple of friends over. That presents a problem because i would rather sit at home reading books and playing on the computer than go and be around snotty little children complain they don't have a queensized bed. unfortunatly i am the only one of the four of us who speaks my mind to my mom and dad, my dad agrees good old dad, but my mom belives my mind is controled by satan because i would rather stay home than drive 8 hours to maryland and back to be around snobbs. unfortunatly for me she also believes that all electronics where made from the devil to tempt us, i happen to love my commputer and ps2. This also presents a problem because my mom spends all summer cleaning and haveing company over which means i have to help her and i hate clean ing above all things because i think it is a waste of time the way my mom does it. I am not a pig i belive the bathroom, kitchen, and the use of the vacum cleaner should occur once or twice a week. again unlike my mom she thinks this should happen every day wich i think is stupid, again i am being controlled by satan.

im sorry for typing all of this but it made me feel alot beter biggrin basically i know how you feel because my mom has cried for my soul many times so i know how you feel
thanks for listening
you good friend
cic24


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