April 18, 2005
Josh called me today so we talked for a while, until the phone messed up anyway. I talked to my friends online most of the day. I still feel bad about what happened in the VGP, I know Kaz is really upset. And I feel bad for him. Why? He makes me feel bad just about everyday. He deserved it. We both deserved getting kicked out. I wasn't the only one to cause it. But I still feel bad that he's upset. x.x I care about him too much, and I wish I didn't. He needs to know how it feels for things like this to happen. I wish he'd stop putting all the blame on me. He's not responsible for his own actions. We both caused it. In other news, I got my spot on Park Place in the housing community. Yay! I feel like my house looks too big for the amount of furniture I have, now that it's upgraded. I will probably get more furniture soon, to balance it out. Well for now I can fit more friends in at least.
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