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Summer this time around has filled me with mental pressure, especially since I'm waiting for my high school transcripts, staying home and slacking off and being intimidated by my mom. For some reason, I have no will to do anything constructive. I applied for several jobs with zero responses, my studies is lazy to nothing, and my weekly exercise plan diminished due to my lack of enthusiasm. Starting from today, I'm going to try to be rid of these habits that made me fall behind since there is so much I want to accomplish. I want to have a great career, I want to learn as much things as possible to live up to my own name, I want to be better than my sister, I want build a foundation great enough to make my mom shut-up, and finally I want to end up with my dream girl. Sure many may not agree on my steps towards my goal, but I believe somehow that I would accomplish it as long as I rid my habit of being put down by other's opinion on me. The pressure may have gotten the best of me now, but people like me had had pressure and stood up and gone through it. I know that I can do the same too.

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