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Lol....Like the title??? BECAUSE THAT'S WHAT ALL OF YOU SHOULD DO!!!!!!!







Nah, I'm just jokin' with ya'll. I clicked on this and as soon as I did, my cousin turned on the tv, and the first thing it said was 'Go To Hell!' 3nodding You don't really have to....unless you want to of course, then be my guest. I'm going there too!!! xd

Anyway, I'm in the middle of a crisis. Here's the deal:

There's this one guy who is my make-out buddy (Craig), then there's his best friend whom I was origionally gonna go out with, but didn't, but I still do and he does too (Brandan). Well, recently Brandan recieved a girlfriend, so I occupied my time with his best friend, Craig. After awhile of pure sweet bliss, things turned sour. Craig now wants to go out with his ex-girlfriend and I don't want to be the backup mistress girl, ya know? So we got into this HUGE a** MOFO fight, and we worked it out to a point. We decided to just be friends....but then again....I don't want to be 'just friends', and I don't want to share him either. Whenever I see him with his ex I just get this twinge of jealousy and a full on blow of sadness.
I don't know why I feel that way but I do. I shouldn't feel this way, seeing as how I want to go out with his best friend brandan, also.
Speaking of Brandan, everytime we try to make arrangements to hang out, he ends up ditching on me, and making me feel lower than him. So I confronted him and we got into this huge arguement....still haven't made up yet either.
I don't know what I want. *sigh*
On top of THAT!!!! Adam asked me out to the military ball, but I don't want to go with him! He just can't take no for an answer. No matter how many times I tell him I don't like him like that, he still persists. I don't want to brake his heart, but then again I just want to wring his neck.
There's also this one guy named Justin. He already has a daughter and he's 16. His daughter is a week old. But anyway, he likes me, and I don't know if I want to add another guy to this huge guy dilemma.
Oh my god, then there's Keith. Keith's liked me ever since I went out with Jeff. He was going to ask me out before Jeff but Jeff beat him to it. So now I don't know what to do!!!!


I SWARE I SHOULD JUST GO BI OR LEZ!!!!