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Well my grandma died today. I found out when my brother ran into my room while i was sleeping yelling out: "Chris Chris Chris! Grandma died! That means we dont have to go see her at the hospital anymore!"

Jeeze... i swear he is heartless... but to tell you the truth, I dont really have any feelings for her death. I dont feel sad or happy... forgive me if I sound cold but I really dont... Its just that people die every day in worse ways then her... thousands of people die of stravation and disease and people are even murdered in their own homes because they "disrespected" their families... whats even worse is that the muderer often goes to jail for less then a year or doesent even go to jail... this happens everyday in the Third-World countries so its hard to say that I actually care about my own grandma dieing... she isent really related by blood to me anyways. My dad was adopted by her and her husband a long time ago and even if we were related by blood I wouldent care... I would care if it were my mom or a freind... but not someone that is as far away from me as my grandma (in a mental way not a physical one)