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I ran with Zane for a while until I had the nerves to ask him where we were going he just answered “you’ll see,” and he grinned as he said this.

I smiled back at him and looked to where we where traveling to. He was smiling for a while until he began to ask me something his face turned serious and I just looked at him as he looked at me with his deep onyx eye’s.

“I never meant to leave you.”

I stared at him not knowing what to say to him I just nodded uncomfortable and looked down saying in a low whisper “It’s fine” then lifted my face to his and smiled looking into my eye‘s.

He could tell I was uncomfortable with the conversation he had started so he pulled me closer to him and we ran in silence both looking straight ahead.

We soon came to a small town surrounded by a forest hidden away from the eyes of many with building’s designed with old gothic architecture. This place looked familiar yet I shrugged it off and went back to watching it’s beauty pass my by. It was a beautiful town and the buildings itself looked like works of art. I fell in love with town’s beauty immediately as soon as I saw it. Zane smiled as he saw my face full of admiration for the town. I noticed his warm stare at me and I turned to the side not wanting him to see me but as I turned away he touched my face moving it back toward his. As soon as I meet his gaze he kissed me softly making my lips tingle and sending a shiver down my spine to every limb of my body. I froze there not knowing what to do after he moved his soft face away. I quickly looked down at the floor not knowing what to do next and took a step away from Zane and at that moment I herd Zane “I’m sorry I wasn’t thinking I guess.”

“It’s okay just don’t try it again” saying in a soft voice then intensifying.

An eerie silence was between us for a while until Zane broke it “look I’m sorry I guess you don’t feel the same for me as I do for you, I just can‘t get you out of my mind your all I can think about”

“stop joking around and tell me were we’re going,” I sarcastically said to him.

“well one, I’m not joking about you, and two, we’re here,” says pointing to a colossal house. The house look like a old gothic church, vines had begun to wrap themselves on the side of the house and stunning rose bushes grew along the sides. A balcony was seen on the second floor with black silk curtains draping over the entrance to the balcony. The old rundown house had a beauty to it, it held charm in my eye’s and I knew in that instance where I was. It was his house the house I so long forgotten never wanting to return to it the place of my second birth. I turned away not wanting to enter and Zane knew what had happened he noticed the pain in my face and stood near me in silence.
I remembered.

“why did you bring me here,” I questioned him in a low tone.

“I just though we could rest here and get reacquainted with each other,” he answered in a low sorry tone.

“I thought you weren’t going to mind I was sort of hoping you didn’t remember this” he went on knowing he had just said something wrong.

I looked up into his face “how can I forget the place where I became the monster I am now” a single tear came out as I yelled this out to him.

He touched my face to wipe the tear away but I moved away whispering “you should have not come back you should have left me alone.”

“don’t say that I told you why I came back I can’t stop thinking about you and I’m sorry if you feel that way but nothing you say can’t change the feelings I have for you”

I stood there in silence then spoke slow and at his face “If that were true you would have never left me” I said then took a step away from him “I need time to think” I uttered in a low voice looking away from him into the forest.

“you know I didn’t mean to leave you” he responded in a compassionate voice.

As soon as he finished that line he said to me I ran into the forest not looking back, I wanted things to go back to what they were before this whole vampire thing happened before Zane entered the picture. I figured the shock of running away like that probably held him up and gave me a better chance of making sure he wasn’t going to find me ever again. I hated Zane with every fiber of my being, but deep inside I knew that wasn’t how I truly felt, but all I wanted to do was suppress the feelings in and hope that, that flame of love I once had for him that once was bright as the sun would eventually die out soon with time.

I hadn’t run long when I noticed his scent not far I began to panic and at that moment I found a young woman about the same height as me and I ran to her and took her screaming in my arms then I quickly stripped her from her clothes and changed into them leaving her mine clothes. I hoped that Zane would follow the scent left on the clothes following the woman and I would be far off in the other direction. At that moment the woman ran scared but not after she had put on the clothes I threw at her I felt bad after doing this but I knew it was the only way to lose Zane. I ran in the opposite direction of the woman and kept running not knowing where I would end up or where I would spend the day at.