Dear anyone who will listen,
Life sucks. MY life sucks. Yeah I bet you're all like "here we go, feeling sorry for yourself...again,"
Well yes. I am feeling bloody well sorry for myself. I think I DESERVE to feel sorry for myself. Seeing as no one else seems to care that I am having, well I have had a nervous breakdown. Yep I'm on Anti-Depressants, seeing a therapist next week. How lucky am I? I get to be judged by some stranger asking me about my life.
Everything has seem to go wrong recently.
. One of my best friends ever, said to everyone I had killed myself when I was absent from school.
.I lost three of my best friends to some loser.
.I fell out with my boyfriend.
.I find out my dad, has yet another slutty girlfriend.
.Oh and also that he was cheating on the previous one.
.My mother spends all her time with her stupid boyfriend.
.I got physically attacked at school.
.Everyone thinks I'm a goth/emo which I am not! I don't know why they have to label me...faggots.
.Today I got wacked in the face by this boy, yes a BOY.
.and to top it all off...my Ipod broke. Yes the one thing I have left and It broke.
See everything sucks nothing good has happened to me in what? 3 months. I honsetly want to curl up in a ball and...no I'm not going to say die, because the last time I said it metaphorically, rumour spread that I had commited suicide.
Yours Depressed,
Captain Sadness
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