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THE SAD TRUTH OF ME IS...
this is a real journal not just crap i randomly wrote...its real
SHUT IT!
I cant stand it! My friends keep getting these boyfriends and then complain about them. Not just that they always always have to be on the phone with them...i mean sure i can understand but its just rude to just talk to them on the phone while there at my house and when they get off the phone they cant stop talking about them. Its really annoying and depressing. For the past 2 weeks i've cut my legs 3 times and thrown up 3...yes i know its bad for you and you shouldnt do it but when your friends and parents and every one says you look good and you never had a boyfriend or a first kiss...you get really confused and then your friends talk about it it makes you sick. SERIOSLY . Its like no matter what i do im not good enough...all these combined = belimic and a cutter...to tell t he truth...it really does make me feel better so is it really that bad?


Icrush
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  • User Comments: [12]
    Self-mutilation is bad. So is vomiting.
    And I'm in a similar situation, lonely and somewhat pathetic. Find a creative outlet. For me, I was saved by writing.

    comment -Resurrected Writer- · Community Member · Fri Jun 15, 2007 @ 01:29am
    I'm so sorry you feel that way. If i have caused you any distress, i'm sorry. I am. I always let out my stress by talking to someone i trust.
    It was REALLY hard to move from somewhere that you were popular, that lots of people liked me, where i had tons of friends, and a few best friends, to a place where not a lot of people like me, i get insulted, made fun of, and it's kinda bad to be smart.

    This website was helpful, because now i know there's people that feel the same way i do. Hopefully it helps you http://www.unspoken-secrets.com/

    comment jck1074 · Community Member · Sat Jun 16, 2007 @ 10:15pm
    awwww! i love you! dont hurt yourself! i do it but you shouldnt!>o thats very bad. Ima ganna tell mel to appologize to you! she told me you guys they were talking at your house and i dont really think thats kool

    ^^ pm me to rp,
    -im bi (i do yaoi rp's)
    i also rp with girls too

    0w0 want to see my rpc??? its in my journal.^.^

    >.> you dont want to see my rpc?

    0.0........your mean.

    X3
    comment kouguyan · Community Member · Wed Jun 20, 2007 @ 06:38pm
    if you stop ill stop

    comment Icrush · Community Member · Thu Jun 21, 2007 @ 05:07am
    okies... 3nodding for you i will

    comment kouguyan · Community Member · Thu Jun 21, 2007 @ 08:52pm
    i stoped cutting but im still throwing up...sry but im not stoping

    comment Icrush · Community Member · Sun Jun 24, 2007 @ 05:05am
    i stopped cutting myself too. although i dropped a knife and it cut my ankle. it really hurt and it looks like i cant walk cause i had someone um...inside me... ninja

    ^^ pm me to rp,
    -im bi (i do yaoi rp's)
    i also rp with girls too

    0w0 want to see my rpc??? its in my journal.^.^

    >.> you dont want to see my rpc?

    0.0........your mean.

    X3
    comment kouguyan · Community Member · Mon Jun 25, 2007 @ 01:44am
    wow...i so did not need to know that...WAS IT JOHN!

    comment Icrush · Community Member · Mon Jun 25, 2007 @ 11:07pm
    no no no!! redface redface no no no no no!....no ^w^

    comment kouguyan · Community Member · Wed Jun 27, 2007 @ 04:17pm
    HA!...i know it...i was jk what ever happened happened

    comment Icrush · Community Member · Wed Jun 27, 2007 @ 08:19pm
    i did not touch anything >.> <,< i swear what happened was an accedent. ninja

    comment kouguyan · Community Member · Thu Jun 28, 2007 @ 10:27pm
    SSSSSUUUURRREEEEEE it was

    comment Icrush · Community Member · Fri Jun 29, 2007 @ 01:10am
    User Comments: [12]

     
     
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