IM SO BORED! This is the reason i hate summer. I lose track of friends and not just that...almost none of them go to partys so i wont see them at this party im having 2 weeks after school ended...im lucky though because some of my friends are going. My brother though doesnt have like any friends going...but that is his fault because he is the one not inviteing poeple. I sort of didnt want to have it though because of this guy ryan. He was really nice for like 2 months and then just stoped talking to me or even looking at me. I know he was ingnoring me though beuase i sat in my usal seat on the bus and he decides to sit 3 seats infront of me instat of his usal seat in front of me. Even befor we talked he sat there. Even worse is that the bus montor started seating us after like 3 weeks of not talking so i could even ask him anything. Sure we dont go to the same school but i see him like every where concerts, mall, and even at this park like inbetween both the houses. I saw him with thos girl that i hadnt seen in like 3 years and i didnt want to say hi casue he was there...im not even sure what i would say. I do have his # but im not sure if i should call. My friends that knew wanted to beat him up but i didnt want them to because then he might hate me even more. I want to see him but i dont and it really sucks!Im not sure what to do so if someone wants to be nice and comment me so i know i would love you forever
 Icrush · Tue May 29, 2007 @ 11:52pm · 8 Comments |
