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I'm really really confused. ok, so there's this guy named Josh, been my friend for like...ever. when I was about 11 I started crushing on him and I've been crushing on him ever since. Last year, he found out and our friendship was kind've in an akward position. then, we kind've made up and now we're even better friends. I, being stupid, asked him last October if he liked me back. He didn't directly say...but he said he likes me in a different way than my friend Melanie. They fight alot so I don't think he likes her...but I don't know if he likes me. Then, he tells me that he likes this girl Coral at his school. Then the next month he comes up and tells me how stupid Coral is! I can't sleep at night because I can't stop thinking about him and he won't get out of my head during the day! Now, he's playing with my hair, trying to sit closer to me at church, telling me that my hair looks pretty, and standing up for me when this stupid guy is mean. I'm just so frikin' confused!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!