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its almost test to finally gain my GED
but because my family hates me, i still dont have an updated licance of me. so im somewhat screwed yet again! Yeay for always being let down! maybe if they helped me more then i would be less begging for help and s**t D<
BUT NO, I HAVE TO LEARN HOW TO DO s**t ON MY OWN. but theres s**t i cant do by myself yet that i have to do, so hows that posible? im sposto walk miles to get a photo id of myself?
i mean ********, even if i knew they way it would be a ton of miles and for my atrophied self i would die. and i would prolly get ******** raped by the thousand and two rapests that live alll along the ******** streets. then i have to get a licance and a job before i can be save enough to do anything. and ima s**t myself if i start to drive because i know i cant, and i know ima kill people when i get behind the wheel. and its all my family's fault