Well i've noticed i'm changing. Mainly eating habits. I'm hungry all the time when before i could go an entire day with half a meal. I mean i still can it's just not as easy. Luckily there's not much to eat in my house so there's not to much to tempt me...but i did have jello...tonight...and a ham sandwich and a ton of toast with jelly and butter. a ouple of days ago i weighed myself and my weight had gone from 103 to 110. so i didn't eat for two days and it went back down to 103.
(start of a song/poem)
I'll leave the broken tears for another day and the torn hearts can go away. I'm sick of being blue and down and i'm sick of being depresed so i'll just leave the bad to rest. I'm going to have a better day tommorow where there won't be any sorrow I won't let the pain get to me because....
I'm sick and tired of nothing being bright i'm sick of never seeing light always down and blue feeling there's nothing i can do
heavens_akki · Sat Jun 09, 2007 @ 05:23am · 1 Comments |