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Dad, well at least that's what Im supposed to call you.
Into my house you wouldn't even let me through.
The happiness I recieve.
Was to hard for you to believe.

For everything that I earned.
You thoguht it would be better to be burned.
Then that's when I locked my self in a closet.
With nothing more than mother's locket.

You still sat there.
With nothing more as a blank stare.
How could you you confounded fool
Go ahead, shove down your throat your food.

Im so afraid of you
With all the insults, screaming, and physical abuse.
Little did you know I put poisoning in your beer
Finally, the end of my fear.

But it seemed that wasn't enough
Ending my life was the only way to end my life, which was rough.
Finally, my soul was relieved.
All in all, it was a relief.

But what was I to do.
When I got a glimpse of my father too.