Man, so I had one of those bizarre heart to heart moments that only ever existed on the Wonder Years. Yeah, it was with my mom. Never saw it coming. But I'm not mad at her anymore. That's good. I have been carrying that s**t around since last summer.
So the whole conversation was pretty much me telling her that I am who I am and she has to deal. Then It turned to she is who she is and she is trying to be better but she can't change the past and I believe her. She apologized. Thats new. So in the end she is going to lay off the whole trying to hook me up with every available christian boy in a 100 mile radius and I am trying to forgive her for... well... the first 13 years of my life. Not a bad trade if you ask me.
In other news, I am being put on Depicote. I think that is how you spell it. Its a mood stablizer. My depression has caught up to me and I can't get any work done. *sigh* I hate my brain. BAH! And my stupid wisdom teeth are coming in. The left one feels fine but the right bottom one is really sore. Figures.
Well, that's all I got for now. I have to save some bitching for tomorrow. lol
Later.
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