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It's not that unusual to be told that there is something about you that a person doesn't like, right? But maybe it hurts so much more when you yourself are aware of it. I am now aware--have been for some time, but I didn't actually think that it bothered anyone. Now I'll change. I can regress back to the person that I was before ever coming into this thing that people know me as now. Will they be surprised? Care? Or will they turn their heads away? I know one person that better not turn away becuase I'm doing it for him and if you do I will kill you with one of the methods that I was so nice as to describe to you. *caugh, Josh*
Hey, that's not my only complaint today. I've been holding back because I know that I can't really bother people with this. I'm saddened by my own lack of ability. My girlfriend, wierd saying that since I'm straight, moved away and I feel like I lost one of my closest friends. She was awsome and it is sad to say but at one point I hated the fact that he paid so much more attention to her than me. Doesn't matter any more. Now I just want to cry, but I can't. I cried the day that they left my house and now I can't shed any more tears. I hope that she will forgive me for that.
--Tsunami
 Tsunami-kun · Wed Jun 06, 2007 @ 02:35pm · 2 Comments |
