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Demonic daydream
hmm it;s the musings of a teenage girl with a horse crazy streak a mile wide
Every's simple in the white and the black
yeah here is my story sng i've been working on for awhile XD it's purdy... ish
Prt1 Eye Liner Tears
"don't cry about it every thing’s OK"
She can still hear her mother say
as she tried to pack her whole life in an old suitcase
black eyeliner running down her mom’s face
Bruises showing up and down her arms
wishin’ he didn't have to hit so hard
first time she ran away from the lies
dreams lying in the dirt to die
This time she might get away
if fate doesn't make her stay
So it was she and her as long as i knew
working after school just to pay the bills
mom drank to much and she was to loud
but when she got home man there wasn't a sound
bullet hole in her mom’s head
there's another dream dead
first time she ran away from the lies
dreams lying in the dirt to die
This time she might get away
if fate doesn't make her stay
17 and left by everyone
already sick of this so she runs
on a train getting out of this place
black eyeliner running down her face
Running away from the lies…
Running from the fakes that SHE despise
SHE just got to get away!
******** fate SHE don’t need it anyway

Prt2 Princess of idiots
She’s a leader in a washed out land
Living on the streets, like she don’t give a damn
Taking stoners and hookers by the hand
Making believe that she’s got a plan
Ignoring the fact that she’s become
Fake as what she ran from
Princess of idiots ruler of rejected
Still just a girl who can't accept it
Like a bad movie they say she don't sleep
But if that's true why can' t she stay awake?
Bored to tears surrounded by sheep
What kind of subjects could they make?
Princess of idiots ruler of rejected
Still just a girl who can't accept it
In the under world it's her dictatorship
Fragile as a house of cards
No one to trust no one to take your s**t
FAKE as were she lived before
Princess of idiots ruler of rejected
Still just a girl who can't accept it
Mind games and dope are the laws of the land
Drunk off your a** before 10 am
Smoke so thick it's starting to clear
Do you remember what she’s doing here?
Princess of idiots ruler of rejected
Still just a girl who can't accept it
Aww ******** it all...
Princess of idiots ruler of rejected
She’s just a girl who will have to accept it

Prt3 Zippo
Zip was different from the rest
only one to pass her test
original teenage renegade
acid green in a sea of grey
crooked smile, twisted mind
worries left behind
Princess wouldn't trust him at first
treated him like a curse
figured like all guys he'd betray
but Zip swore he'd always stay
original teenage renegade
acid green in a sea of grey
crooked smile, twisted mind
worries left behind
So bit by bit he wore her down
less and less did she frown
until finally it seemed
happily ever after was more then a dream
original teenage renegade
acid green in a sea of grey
crooked smile, twisted mind
worries left behind
Prt4 The end
As time went by Zip started to see
That Princess wasn’t all she seemed
It killed him to see her killing herself
But there was nothing he could do to help
See Zip was a good kid never did any wrong
He knew Princess needed him so he held on
But finally it just got to hard
To balance on her house of cards
Zip said
This doesn’t have to be forever
Just get your life back together
And I’ll walk back thru that door
But I can’t watch you fall down anymore
Watching him walk out of her life
She cried herself to sleep that night
Knew no mater what he said
Whatever they had was finally dead
For once she felt like she belonged
In this world of all wrongs
This doesn’t have to be forever
Just get your life back together
And I’ll walk back thru that door
But I can’t watch you fall down anymore
Threw Zip’s love away
Cuz here she knew she wanted to stay
With her subjects and her fakes
Leaving again was more then she could take
This has to be forever
Cuz we can’t stay together
Don’t walk back thru my door
I don’t want to hurt no more

Prt5 Princess In exile
Dazed and confused
Nothing left to lose
Black tears rolling down her face
Running away from this place
Again.
Playing cards blowing in the wind
Streetlights shot out
Starting to doubt
That this is worth the price she paid
Letting you get away...
Sitting in the dark
Rubber band wrapped 'round her heart
Smile hidden collecting dust
No one left to trust...
Can't think of a proper end
To heal the scars that never med
Nothing seems to fit her crime
You wasted all your time
Sitting in the dark
Rubber band wrapped 'round her heart
Smile hidden collecting dust
No one left to trust...
Didn’tcha hear?
She’s not here no more
Sorry zip, I think she left you a note
I’m sorry good bye is all she wrote…


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  • User Comments: [2]
    eek ........w...wow, that is really really good....sad crying ....but good.

    comment Juno_Kori · Community Member · Mon Apr 11, 2005 @ 10:53pm
    heh it's green day inspierd xp

    comment Shimbyx · Community Member · Mon Apr 11, 2005 @ 11:55pm
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