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this is lame... alot have been going on, i heard someone was talkin about something really bad about me. my love even heard of this. wat everyone says or anyone says isnt true. unless i say it is. so if ur not sure about something ask me or ******** off. i dont think my best friends isnt really my best friends anymore. i believe i only have 2 left now, out of like 5-7 maybe i have more who knows. but its something that concerns me a little because i am about to leave in 10 days basically and when someone goes somewhere from our group of friends, some of u's true colors love to show out. SO now most of u r truely showing me that i shouldnt really give 2 shits about u. All of u were at katie's b-day. ok ok... only for one thing. and call urselves her friends or so called "close friends" well she was just shown yesterday who her true friends r. she knows this. i wasnt really surprised about it tho. kindof was expecting that s**t to happen cuz all of u love to a bunch of little bitches and not care about her birthday. i dont give a ******** if u had prior plans or ones before it. ..... ill that be for now. for all of u that knew about her b-day or just found out that day and didnt want to come or for others reasons u came. u might as well say goodbye to me cuz i really dont give a flyin ******** about u.



anyways so i had fun at the party. of course me having no way of getting money "bull s**t!" got katie a very nice present. was the first and only one for a while to be with her. went shopping with her. went to take her places that she wanted to be taken to. called a couple ppl to get their asses over to katie's. held back my and smiled for her cuz i love that girl like a sister, dammm i just realized another thing. if that was goin to happen at her b-day party type thingy, then i think no one is ever going to come to my get-together. yes im having one cuz i promised mary i would >.>'' o well. ok so heres the plan for my "go away forever kevin" party:

its going to happen on the 7th of june at 1300 hours (1 pm.) bring any systems u can bring. or anything for that matter. if u need a ride call me and ill try my ******** hardest to pick u up! heres my number: 815 582 3505 GL AND HF!



(ps. wrote this on other places like here and xanga and somewhere else so there)