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This dream boy was much more like my little cousin all grown up than anyone else. AND, like I said, he is NOT A REAL PERSON! Does not exist. Not anyone who exists. I PROMISE you. Look, I have no idea why that name came up. That night, all I was thinking about was the driver's ed test the next day and MArio Kart. THat's it. I'm sorry, I really am, but I can't control what my mind makes up. And anyway, there's a someone who is much closer to me. If I'd go after anyone, it would be him, not someone I've never talked to nor particularly care to. Not that I particularly like anyone right now.
Still mad? Then just go away. Okay? This is getting ridiculous. It's pointless. It's certainly not going to help anything. I have to be so choosy about what thoughts I put down, and even then, I don't always choose the best ones, and you get mad, and it all goes to hell again. And there's little I can do about it. I don't know what will happen when I do something I shouldn't. I don't know if there will be just nothing, or if everything will change yet again.
I'm really questioning why you're bothering with this. Really questioning.
 nepie · Fri Jun 01, 2007 @ 01:49pm · 0 Comments |
