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I got kind of mad at Dustin today. I don't really know what it was about, I guess it was because he made fun of me because I can't eat with chopsticks. And then he made some kind of perverted comment about something I said. And of course when I get mad I start to cry. But he knows when he's done something to upset me and he apollogized.

I think it will be easier for us when school is out. Things won't be as stressful. There will be more time to be together. Today, I thought I was gonna attack him. Cuz- you know... With the hormones raging and him being hot... Well, I'm kind of embarassed to say it since I know he'll be reading this, but he turns me on. And he does it just by being himself. I don't think he knows it.

Like today we were laying on the couch together and he was so close and his scent was right there... I thought I was gonna die. I ended up practically raping him.

It's just he gives off this certain attitude; he holds himself a certain way. He's very confident. And he knows how to hipnotize me with his eyes. And he's so strong and when he looks at me he just has this innocent gaze and it just totally turns me on. blaugh