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Now...given what you have taught me...and what I have said to you...fo you really think so ill of love? Do you really think thats how love goes? I dont and I have you to thank for that...In your case...if there is someone you love...tell them. You never know...if you'll ever get that chance again

hes right yu know! yu rele shouldnt think so ill of love. I dont know if this was about me or about us or if it has nothing to do with what happened between us at all but... after everything tht I said to yu and being completely honest and true when I told yu those things...

yu shud know better than to let yourself down like tht as if yu havent learned anything and only make the same mistakes agen and agen. your better than tht but thts only true if yu actually believe it... Ive always believed in yu becuz thts Just the kind of person I am heart 3nodding

I still havent given up on aimee... what makes yu think Im gona give up on yu rolleyes sure we havent talked for a while but tht doesnt mean Im not here for yu stare I told yu I wud be.

I think the hardest part of believing is changing! thts the hardest part of anything, changing your way of thinking. like me, I always try to look at the positive things in life and in any given situation.

I think positively and therefore I attract more positive ppl into my life who think more positively like I do rather than being negative and doubtful, afraid and uncertain of the way things will work out or uncertain about life or love.

I choose to Trust the one I Luve completely, to have no doubts in how much she loves me and I have given her my heart completely knowing tht she will not break it but thts Just me.

I chose a different path, a more simple way of living and she may be a simple kind of girl but shes more amazing to me than anything Ive ever known!

Ive always known what I wanted when it came to love and Ive never met anyone like her. shes a nice, sweet, innocent kind of girl who hasnt been tainted or torn by such thoughts or ideas or actions as such as most ppl have been in this world.

I want her to stay tht way and so Im vary protective of her becuz we must protect the good things tht we have in this life. this world has been corrupted with such things as I see it... and I dont want tht to be a part of our world.

for such things I have told yu, I no longer allow myself to think tht way becuz I must be a good influence on her.

Just remember, life is what yu make of it. If yu have Dreams than yu shud carry out those Dreams.

For I care not what I want, her love is all I will ever need and what she wants and what she needs will come before my own wants and needs. what happens in my life is about us, not Just about me becuz I know tht who I am and who I choose to be effects her as well.

I shall keep her hand in mine and not wander from her heart becuz such are not my intentions and I only wish to stay by her side. Our time together may not always be the most exciting thing but she excites me simply by holding my hand... what endless Joy I feel in her presence.

becuz she is with me, she stands beside me and the fact tht she chooses to stand beside me and share such love only with me. I hold her high above everything else becuz she is my angel, my hope, my strength, my heaven and my ki.

Our Love is a different kind of love tht seems to be vary rare in this world, away from such things as corrupted, unhealthy and meaningless when it is not with someone yu love.

such things tht are not meant to be a part of life but... most ppl in this world, I guess, must go through certain trials in order to learn what is right. Ive seen many things, many ppl go through such trials and I have learned from them.

I know what not to bring into my life becuz Ive seen what those things have done to other ppl and I will not make the same mistakes.

as for yu, well, yu must choose your own path and decide how yu want to live your life and than think... is it worth it? is this rele what I want?

yu write your own book in life, yu tell the readers what they want to hear or yu tell them tht its not about what they want becuz its not about them. is it about yu being a better person? is it about yu learning and growing?

is it about what your passionate about and what yu Dream about? or is it about giving up and giving in and letting the readers choose your path for yu... and yu never know Just how unwell or disturbed these readers might be and what they will make yu do and thts why yu must take control.

write your own story and think... what wud yu like to be? what kind of life do yu wana live?

your friend,
yuji Dine wolf Alpha 'Luve' Thee angel