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So today it was like childs play. I know that I have 2 guaranteed A's in the exams. It was so easy that it wasn't even getting funny, I am truly concerned if the teachers are lacking in the way they view us, or is the next generation always better than the last, oh well. If I can wrap up the year in two words it would be ironic and boring. The world seem s to work in funny ways.
I lost two friends that i dint really care about and the burden of my shoulders has been lifted, what a relief. On top of that, they come back and start trying to make thing right, how pathetic, Anyways, i seem to notice that for every day that passes by I start to care less and less about my life. guess it seems to be a tendency of mine, But oh well, were going to die anyway.
As time passes, i notice that there are no expectattions in life, most of my life will be at work and at my school. Oh well, if that is all I have to live for the might as well isolate myself from the world and then be my own world and be surrounded by lust, madness, and any other components that are tpo seem exponents. Every day i know that my friend start to seem more and more invisible to me, and that is they way i want it. I won;t at least kill myself. A life of pain is the best where happiness doesnt work.