<center>Here we go again.. the story of my life, repeating itself over and over.. It's happened many times before, and the harder I try to make it stop, the more it happens, and the worse.. For one, I have just about nobody to talk to nowdays.. Anime group people are fun and all, but we don't talk often.. It gets kind of harrying, trying to keep a conversation going all on my own, when nobody else is trying. I say something and everyone goes 'lol' and... nothing else. I freaking HATE it when people do that, DAMMIT. -curls up.-
Now my best friends are starting to drift away too.. It's like, everyone's moving on, again, and finding someone else they like better to hang out with. It's like, whenever I find someone who thinks I'm cool, if I don't particularly adore them in the beginning, they talk to me a lot. Then when I finally start talking to them more and liking them more, they get tired of me and wander off.
...damn, I needed to get that out. Except.. nobody listens. I'm not even sure if anyone cares anymore.. x_X Except this stupid journal thing here, which almost nobody reads. @@; Good. Now nobody'll torture me for it..
Anyway, the con's starting in like, a day or two.. for various reasons, we can't go on Friday now, only on Saturday.. Naruto from the forums wasn't happy about that, as we were gonna practice on Friday, but oh well.. And I was looking forward to it too.. ;.; Man, it seems anything and everything is happening these days to take everything good and shrink it, or make it completely disappear.. Yeah, I'm going as Chouji now though.. Instead of Shika. My shika costume makes me look oversized, and I hate it, so I'm gonna wait and loose over the year till the next one, and just be Chouji this year. At least I'll have an excuse for being fat, then. Not like anyone cares, but oh well.
Watashi o nikumu.
...yeah. What that said. So true... Anyway, I've got to go get my a** off this computer and go up to bed.. at least I'm not as miserable when I'm asleep.
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