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[[london's part]]

i'm tired of this, what did i do wrong? why won't you tell me? does it make you look cool when you're a b***h? you were my best friend along with the others i lost. london, you were the coolest and the bestest buddy i had ever dreamed of, why did you change? why did you take it out on me? why didn't you tell me that you didn't want to hang out anymore? why did you lie then ditch me? do you think i get jealous when you pull his pants off? why do i have to help you get aiden? why can't you do anything yourself?

[[ashley-tiffany's part]]

ashley-tiffany, i really loved you, even if you were the bigest poser. why did you follow the crowd? why did you lie to me? did you really ment it all those times you said you loved me? were you using me to get to him? why didn't you say it to my face? did you really need to lie? why did you fiddle with me like that? did you laugh everytime i fell? why did you ask him infront of me? why do i have to fight your fights? why do you hide at my feet?

[[allison's part]]

allison, not even a thousand words can describe you. why didn't you tell me up front? does it make you look cool to back stab your "friends"? are you scared of me? why do you hide behind tiffany? is it me or is it you? why do you think so high of me but when i'm not around you think low of me? do you like degrading yourself?

[[chastity's part]]

chastity, you were really cool, kinda lame though. why did you take her from me? are you sure that i'm the one with the problems? why did you lie to her? who are trying to be? why are you always trying to make me feel bad? are you laughing while you read this? why won't you leave him alone? was this s**t really worth your time or mine?

[[those who knew's part]]

why did you wait til now to tell me? why didn't you tell me earlier? do you hate me too? why didn't tell me that either? why do i have to be in this damn game? do you think this is funny? who wins and who loses? how many points do we have til someone gets hurt? you didn't like it when someone did this to you, did you? how long has this wall been between us? do you think that i didn't know about this either?

[[my part]]

why did i got caught in this mess? who's that i see in the mirror? that's not me, is it? am i the problem? am i not good enough for them? why am i the only one who gets hurt? did i lose? how long have i been in this loop? what's wrong me, or is it them?