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can love be truely found in just certain places?

like if u fell for a guy/or girl, where would u think it would be?

a bar?
a strip club?
or just from a sex party?

as for me, love came to me from the first time i went to acen, probably the worst place to find it and ppl think that its just a thing between ppl leavin soon. but as i think otherwise. ppl who find love in a certain situation that can make ppl think it would be just a fling prove them wrong. very wrong. I'm not really sayin that there have been ppl sayin that me and my partner in crime are just tryin to have fun before we go to different places in the world. no not at all. but since i think many opinions about somethings and never keep the same answer. I just thought about this.

Love, i'd say is found anywhere and everywhere. Doesn't matter if u find this special person at a bar or at a corner where the bus stops. Life has a way of surprising u. so that's all i have to say about that. some may agree or disagree but for me it just happened.

the love i have for my future wife (if she doesnt forget about me) unnatural, more like its overwelms me soo much that its like to let it out i have to cry. the real thing is that i cant cry, only on certain situations. lame right? not really much is known about me and my past, cuz well my past is irrelevant to anyones interests include the ppl i kno and love.

i hardly trust ppl as it is, and it gets harder and harder everytime more drama goes on.
(now is talkin about wat was going on yesterday)
yesterday- i was with my love. had to drop her off but away from her house. i didnt want to but i knew if i didnt she would be in such major trouble. so i did we saw eric and lexi together so that means she is at least tryin to get over me, even tho nick told me yesterday that, that woman will still be in love with me forever... very depressin, and poor eric...... scratch that, gl and hf eric!!! cuuuzzzz!! (starts singing cigaro) my c**k is much bigger than uuurrrrrrsssss!!!
NEXT! so as i was sayin went back the lil-bro's house and they (nick and sofia) were just chillin there waiting on me like they said they would----~~oops. lol ya forgot that he said he would but at least they were preoccuppyin themselves with video games. soooo! as i was sayin! we went to uncle john's place and play video upon video games upon video games. lol lovely isnt it. so they day got dimmer and andy, john, chewy, me nick, and sofia were all a bit worn and chewy dropped off andy and sofia thennnnn we went upstairs and and joked around about the past and funny a** things. then it got late and i had to go drop off nick. there is more to the story but i must summarize everything, ps on this: i got home at 1:30 basically in the morning.

today is going to be interestin, i have to go to my station and get taped, then call wolf tell her where to meet me at, i got a feeling im going to get beat up for not talkin to her for very long time, on the side of that she has a certain item i want and i will get it whether she likes it or not!!! afterwards call mary and explain y i wasnt able to call her at all yesterday and today. sorry baby. then if all goes well go take vamp and nick to see my pretty kitty!!!!

thats it, thats all for today, i love u mary! and ill call u today if all goes well.

zya!

ps. heres my love mom (nick's mom!) HHIIIII!!!!!! [^_-]